"So, you want to know more about me?"So begins the story of Jason Masters
Jason who spent his childhood wanting to kill himself because he had no one to tie him up and have sex with him. Now as an adult he feels traumatized because of it.
Poor Jason Masters
How very, very sad Jason, that society won't allow you to tie up their children.
Let's look at some of your quirks. Along with your notorious signatures.
"As you might expect, "Jason Masters" is just a nickname. Don't ask for my real name because you won't get it. I use a nickname mainly for security because I don't want everyone who knows me in real life to know that I enjoy tying-up games.
I became interested in tying-up games when I was still very young. Probably while I was still a preschooler.
I was a terribly sensitive boy, totally unable to take teasing and since I had been taught to stay away from bad people, the end effect of these two factors was that I literally had no friends as a child. I can remember thinking one day (when I guess I was around 9 years old), that I had never had a birthday party with friends invited over and I had never been invited to a party. I can remember dismally thinking that there was nobody I would feel comfortable inviting to a birthday party and nobody who I could ever imagine wanting to invite me.
I guess it was around then that I first began to contemplate suicide.
Between having no friends and hating myself because I could not control my sexual thoughts (or actions), I am still not sure why I never killed myself.
I never had any friends who I felt I could trust to tie me up as part of a game. All I had was self-bondage games, and these were extremely frustrating because I could not tie myself up all the way. I don't mean that it was physically impossible. I knew that it was possible (albeit difficult) to tie myself up properly, so that I really could not escape. What I mean is that I could never let myself go that far. Since I would have been mortified if I had been caught tying myself up (partly because I would usually strip naked first), I could never tie myself up properly.
Because I had no friends and never experienced a real tie-up game, I consider my childhood was forever lost to me and can never be recovered. There is something innocent about childhood tie-up games, even when combined with sexual games, which can never (in my opinion) be captured in a tie-up game between adults. This opportunity forever lost is a source of never-ending painful regret to me now.
I hope that one day, good sense will prevail and all useless, discriminatory laws will be consigned to the scrapyard of History. I pray for the day when children can once again be children and play the exciting games that their ancestors played, without hysterical adults screaming "abuse" at the slightest hint of sexuality in the children's play."
Jason (who has probably confused the heck out of the non-techies here) :-)
Jason (saying "I told you so") :-)
Jason (not impressed with the Ay-merry-can law)
Jason (visiting from BoyChat)
Jason (the childlover who visits from BoyChat)
Jason (only slightly tongue-in-cheek)
Jason (feeling incredibly sad - but still dry-eyed [sigh]) :-(
Jason (the ever-helpful)
Jason (the Christian childlover)
Jason (still not convinced)
Jason (who has saved the treasurer's email address)
Jason (still with doubts)
Jason (ChildLover extraordinare) :-)
Jason (gonna have to search again to try to rediscover the link)
Jason (returning from search-engining) :-)
Jason (who thinks the Thought Police and their minions deserve something worse than a slow and painful death)
Jason (who discovered the IP address & bookmarked it)
Jason (the ever-helpful visitor from BoyChat)
Jason (the Dr Who fan visiting from BoyChat) (heck, I should register my nick)
Jason (starting to become a regular)
Jason (feeling a little stepped-on now)
Jason (who has heard that one before)
Jason (wondering if he should try to think of a puzzle to post)
Jason (gonna register my nick as soon as I know who to contact)
Jason (Still working on getting a registered nick)
Jason (finally sorted out my nick registration with Puzzled The Patient)
Jason (the childlover)
Jason (aka Christopher Robin - at least for this post) :-)
Jason (taking this opportunity to say thanks to Puzzled for the registration & sigpic work)
Jason (treating 41 & the GC crew to another dose of my sigpic #1)
Jason (who can't go from Goofy to Super Goof without his Super Goober) :'-(
Jason (posting a totally pointless but hopefully entertaining post)
Jason (feeling a little sad but will probably get over it)
Jason (wondering if the dork's IQ is larger than his shoe size)
Jason (should keep his big mouth shut) :-J
Jason (the perv)
Jason (still paranoid)
Jason (posting on Minstrel's behalf)
Jason (begging bowl in hands)
Jason (still rather depressed)
Jason (still very upset) (Abraxas, mail is on its way)
Jason (depressed)
Jason (just trying to help)
Jason (still trying to be helpful)
Jason (resurrected a pooter with the above trick once)
Jason (who knows he's a perv, so don't bother telling me so)
Jason (still doesn't know the reason why, but intends to enjoy his perving anyway)
Jason (been on both sides of the fence and both sides have cowpats in abundance)
Jason (becoming a little bolder in his childlove as old age approaches)
Jason (thanking Luka for the reply)
Jason (trying to be helpful)
Jason (with imagination working overtime...) ;-)
Jason (who will take one hamburger, without minions) :-J
Jason (who really does like it and thanks the horse in sheep's clothing very much for sharing it) :-)
Jason (remembers when he was twelve - and younger) :-J
Jason (delving into his "evidence" bookmark folder)
Jason (desirous of drastic action to negate such idiocy - preferably by liberal use of a 12-gauge) :-P
Jason (nearly had a heart attack when he saw that at [I guess] age 12)
Jason (forgot to put smileys into his previous post)
Jason (glad the tightrope guy hasn't fallen off it after all)
Jason (can't cry outside, but can cry inside)
Jason (disgusted with society in general)
Jason (who wishes he had patented that idea) :-J
Jason (hates ICQ and then some)
Jason (thinks Infinity's case should be thrown out of court and the charging officers reprimanded for wasting the court's time by bringing cases without any merit)
Jason (posting another $0.02 worth)
Jason (also known as C3P0 The Protocol Droid) :-)
Jason (really hoping that good sense prevails for once)
Jason (who sees no conflict between his childlove and his belief in God)
Jason (hoping no one is mad at me now)
Jason (having his final say, since probably the only way this will end is for one of us to just stop) :-J
Jason (who does recognise that some people think Christian Logician is a contradiction in terms) :-)
Jason (hoping we see a bit more of "jim")
Jason (who loves cats but is not over-sentimental about them)
Jason (childlover & incurable pervert) :-/
Jason (to whom bed looks very good right now... zzzzzzzzz)
Jason (going to have a look and then decide if it should be done over from the start)
Jason (was trying to do it the lazy way)
Jason (wishes he could have bathed the baby) :-J
Jason (digging into his "evidence" bookmark folder once again) :-)
Jason (has a bookmark folder named "Evidence") :-)
Jason (sees change in the winds but doesn't dare hope for its completion in his lifetime)
Jason (tends to agree with Minstrel's opinion of the garden pest)
Jason (who knows exactly how big a perv he really is) :-/
Jason (trying to balance information with security)
Jason (felt a horrible sense of pain when he realised he'd never be able to legally buy or own beautiful pictures of beautiful nude children)
Jason (wondering why Abraxas didn't email me anyway)
Jason (finding that he's written a lot more than he intended to) :-J
Jason (also becoming more than a bit worried about Minstrel)
Jason (who loves little girls, in case anyone wondered) :-)
Jason (a lifeline chat volunteer counsellor)
Jason (monitoring an empty chat at the moment)
Jason (wondering what went wrong)
Jason (ending his rant for now)
Jason (who is a Christian and just loves that joke anyway) :-)
Jason (wondering how much longer before they bring back the rack, or its modern equivalent)
Jason (the only one keeping the chat open as he types)
Jason (wondering why people get so worked up over differences of opinion)
Jason (throwing out some more useless [but hopefully interesting] trivia)
Jason (the pervert who has given up on being anything else)
Jason (sick of the flame wars) :-P
Jason (in a very cynical mood)
Jason (not impressed, but thinking it's at least one very tiny step toward sanity)
Jason (wishes he could remember how to cry)
Jason (will have to go looking through closets now)
Jason (trying to be helpful)
Jason (acting as a corrective) :-J
Jason (hoping to be encouraging)
Jason (who may be contacted at jason_masters@quickhosts.com)
Jason (just being a messenger)
Jason (extremely sceptical. but amused)
Jason (wondering if someone is pretending to be his twin)
Jason (not sure if he's pessemistic or philosophical)
Jason (uses fastmail and finds it quite satisfactory)
Jason (wouldn't be without BestCrypt for quids!)
Jason (knows a thing or two about the Bible)
Jason (who does not mean to imply that an orgy is per se dangerous)
Jason (who is wondering where his copies of "Prince Caspian", "Voyage of the Dawn Treader" and "The Silver Chair" have vanished to, since they weren't with the rest of the books - grr)
Jason (can't believe how stupid most people seem to be nowadays)
Jason (spent many years studying himself and knows himself well)
Jason (trying to be realistic but coming across as cynical)
jason_masters@operamail.com
