Jason Masters

"So, you want to know more about me?"

So begins the story of Jason Masters

Jason who spent his childhood wanting to kill himself because he had no one to tie him up and have sex with him. Now as an adult he feels traumatized because of it.

Poor Jason Masters

How very, very sad Jason, that society won't allow you to tie up their children.

Let's look at some of your quirks. Along with your notorious signatures.

"As you might expect, "Jason Masters" is just a nickname. Don't ask for my real name because you won't get it. I use a nickname mainly for security because I don't want everyone who knows me in real life to know that I enjoy tying-up games.

I became interested in tying-up games when I was still very young. Probably while I was still a preschooler.

I was a terribly sensitive boy, totally unable to take teasing and since I had been taught to stay away from bad people, the end effect of these two factors was that I literally had no friends as a child. I can remember thinking one day (when I guess I was around 9 years old), that I had never had a birthday party with friends invited over and I had never been invited to a party. I can remember dismally thinking that there was nobody I would feel comfortable inviting to a birthday party and nobody who I could ever imagine wanting to invite me.

I guess it was around then that I first began to contemplate suicide.

Between having no friends and hating myself because I could not control my sexual thoughts (or actions), I am still not sure why I never killed myself.

I never had any friends who I felt I could trust to tie me up as part of a game. All I had was self-bondage games, and these were extremely frustrating because I could not tie myself up all the way. I don't mean that it was physically impossible. I knew that it was possible (albeit difficult) to tie myself up properly, so that I really could not escape. What I mean is that I could never let myself go that far. Since I would have been mortified if I had been caught tying myself up (partly because I would usually strip naked first), I could never tie myself up properly.

Because I had no friends and never experienced a real tie-up game, I consider my childhood was forever lost to me and can never be recovered. There is something innocent about childhood tie-up games, even when combined with sexual games, which can never (in my opinion) be captured in a tie-up game between adults. This opportunity forever lost is a source of never-ending painful regret to me now.

I hope that one day, good sense will prevail and all useless, discriminatory laws will be consigned to the scrapyard of History. I pray for the day when children can once again be children and play the exciting games that their ancestors played, without hysterical adults screaming "abuse" at the slightest hint of sexuality in the children's play."

Jason (who has probably confused the heck out of the non-techies here) :-)

Jason (saying "I told you so") :-)

Jason (not impressed with the Ay-merry-can law)

Jason (visiting from BoyChat)

Jason (the childlover who visits from BoyChat)

Jason (only slightly tongue-in-cheek)

Jason (feeling incredibly sad - but still dry-eyed [sigh]) :-(

Jason (the ever-helpful)

Jason (the Christian childlover)

Jason (still not convinced)

Jason (who has saved the treasurer's email address)

Jason (still with doubts)

Jason (ChildLover extraordinare) :-)

Jason (gonna have to search again to try to rediscover the link)

Jason (returning from search-engining) :-)

Jason (who thinks the Thought Police and their minions deserve something worse than a slow and painful death)

Jason (who discovered the IP address & bookmarked it)

Jason (the ever-helpful visitor from BoyChat)

Jason (the Dr Who fan visiting from BoyChat) (heck, I should register my nick)

Jason (starting to become a regular)

Jason (feeling a little stepped-on now)

Jason (who has heard that one before)

Jason (wondering if he should try to think of a puzzle to post)

Jason (gonna register my nick as soon as I know who to contact)

Jason (Still working on getting a registered nick)

Jason (finally sorted out my nick registration with Puzzled The Patient)

Jason (the childlover)

Jason (aka Christopher Robin - at least for this post) :-)

Jason (taking this opportunity to say thanks to Puzzled for the registration & sigpic work)

Jason (treating 41 & the GC crew to another dose of my sigpic #1)

Jason (who can't go from Goofy to Super Goof without his Super Goober) :'-(

Jason (posting a totally pointless but hopefully entertaining post)

Jason (feeling a little sad but will probably get over it)

Jason (wondering if the dork's IQ is larger than his shoe size)

Jason (should keep his big mouth shut) :-J

Jason (the perv)

Jason (still paranoid)

Jason (posting on Minstrel's behalf)

Jason (begging bowl in hands)

Jason (still rather depressed)

Jason (still very upset) (Abraxas, mail is on its way)

Jason (depressed)

Jason (just trying to help)

Jason (still trying to be helpful)

Jason (resurrected a pooter with the above trick once)

Jason (who knows he's a perv, so don't bother telling me so)

Jason (still doesn't know the reason why, but intends to enjoy his perving anyway)

Jason (been on both sides of the fence and both sides have cowpats in abundance)

Jason (becoming a little bolder in his childlove as old age approaches)

Jason (thanking Luka for the reply)

Jason (trying to be helpful)

Jason (with imagination working overtime...) ;-)

Jason (who will take one hamburger, without minions) :-J

Jason (who really does like it and thanks the horse in sheep's clothing very much for sharing it) :-)

Jason (remembers when he was twelve - and younger) :-J

Jason (delving into his "evidence" bookmark folder)

Jason (desirous of drastic action to negate such idiocy - preferably by liberal use of a 12-gauge) :-P

Jason (nearly had a heart attack when he saw that at [I guess] age 12)

Jason (forgot to put smileys into his previous post)

Jason (glad the tightrope guy hasn't fallen off it after all)

Jason (can't cry outside, but can cry inside)

Jason (disgusted with society in general)

Jason (who wishes he had patented that idea) :-J

Jason (hates ICQ and then some)

Jason (thinks Infinity's case should be thrown out of court and the charging officers reprimanded for wasting the court's time by bringing cases without any merit)

Jason (posting another $0.02 worth)

Jason (also known as C3P0 The Protocol Droid) :-)

Jason (really hoping that good sense prevails for once)

Jason (who sees no conflict between his childlove and his belief in God)

Jason (hoping no one is mad at me now)

Jason (having his final say, since probably the only way this will end is for one of us to just stop) :-J

Jason (who does recognise that some people think Christian Logician is a contradiction in terms) :-)

Jason (hoping we see a bit more of "jim")

Jason (who loves cats but is not over-sentimental about them)

Jason (childlover & incurable pervert) :-/

Jason (to whom bed looks very good right now... zzzzzzzzz)

Jason (going to have a look and then decide if it should be done over from the start)

Jason (was trying to do it the lazy way)

Jason (wishes he could have bathed the baby) :-J

Jason (digging into his "evidence" bookmark folder once again) :-)

Jason (has a bookmark folder named "Evidence") :-)

Jason (sees change in the winds but doesn't dare hope for its completion in his lifetime)

Jason (tends to agree with Minstrel's opinion of the garden pest)

Jason (who knows exactly how big a perv he really is) :-/

Jason (trying to balance information with security)

Jason (felt a horrible sense of pain when he realised he'd never be able to legally buy or own beautiful pictures of beautiful nude children)

Jason (wondering why Abraxas didn't email me anyway)

Jason (finding that he's written a lot more than he intended to) :-J

Jason (also becoming more than a bit worried about Minstrel)

Jason (who loves little girls, in case anyone wondered) :-)

Jason (a lifeline chat volunteer counsellor)

Jason (monitoring an empty chat at the moment)

Jason (wondering what went wrong)

Jason (ending his rant for now)

Jason (who is a Christian and just loves that joke anyway) :-)

Jason (wondering how much longer before they bring back the rack, or its modern equivalent)

Jason (the only one keeping the chat open as he types)

Jason (wondering why people get so worked up over differences of opinion)

Jason (throwing out some more useless [but hopefully interesting] trivia)

Jason (the pervert who has given up on being anything else)

Jason (sick of the flame wars) :-P

Jason (in a very cynical mood)

Jason (not impressed, but thinking it's at least one very tiny step toward sanity)

Jason (wishes he could remember how to cry)

Jason (will have to go looking through closets now)

Jason (trying to be helpful)

Jason (acting as a corrective) :-J

Jason (hoping to be encouraging)

Jason (who may be contacted at jason_masters@quickhosts.com)

Jason (just being a messenger)

Jason (extremely sceptical. but amused)

Jason (wondering if someone is pretending to be his twin)

Jason (not sure if he's pessemistic or philosophical)

Jason (uses fastmail and finds it quite satisfactory)

Jason (wouldn't be without BestCrypt for quids!)

Jason (knows a thing or two about the Bible)

Jason (who does not mean to imply that an orgy is per se dangerous)

Jason (who is wondering where his copies of "Prince Caspian", "Voyage of the Dawn Treader" and "The Silver Chair" have vanished to, since they weren't with the rest of the books - grr)

Jason (can't believe how stupid most people seem to be nowadays)

Jason (spent many years studying himself and knows himself well)

Jason (trying to be realistic but coming across as cynical)

jason_masters@operamail.com

Kamikaze Jan

Jan Kruska says

"hate doesn’t solve anything, neither does revenge. Hate and vengeance is for the simple minded and it is a cop out. It is taking the easy way out. It is also the fast track to the inevitable next future disaster"

So what's so wrong about that statement? Jan only applies it to people who have sexually offended against others. That's what.
Jan believes:

"While sexual abuse is despicable there are indeed things that are much worse in life"

"those on the sex offender registry have suffered great losses.......the right to live where you want and feel safe in your person and in your home"

"The scarlett [sic] letter is real and is about to be placed squarely on the foreheads of those responsible for this American travesty that is the sex offender registry"

Jan also believes that children don't report when they are abused for fear that their abuser will be removed from the home.

It reminded me so much of someone else. The wacked out mother who showed up on GirlChat recently explaining that her boyfriend got together with her because he was a pedophile and wanted her daughter. He had done it to another woman and her daughter before her. And now after molesting the 10 year old, Frianne is trying to figure out how to hold on to him when he gets out of jail. OMG They all seem to be the same! Look at this grandma, she's upset that her son is in jail. she admits that he did it but says "it was a psychological error on his part" She goes on to say that

"I know he is sorry and will never do it again....He should not have to pay so dearly, he did'nt kill ...and it was the result of the two girls(his) constantly sexually active since 11, and flaunting it in his face, when his wife did'nt like sex, he was in need"

She just fit right into that den at SOSEN didn't she? Even Shirley Lowery agrees as a matter of fact

"I grew up in an abusive home and I kept my mouth shut. Now that I am older and wiser I know without a doubt that I did the right thing then and would do the same again. Virtue has little meaning to a child who likes a roof over their head and food to put in their belly"

But then what can you expect, as she also said:

Poor Pathetic Ignorant Americans

John Walsh has single-handedly destroyed more US children than any other individual in history

Americans can be incredibly stupid.

The Miami police department has set the stage. No action was required but their reaction equaled that of a national crisis. The public has a right to know

John Walsh is not the only person to lose a child under tragic circumstances. He has been in a rage for a quarter of a century. Now we are being asked to pick up an astronomical tab to immortalize his son. I wouldn't give a dime. I learned what manure is a long time ago so I walk around it rather than stepping in it.

Each of us has the capability of being an abuser and many thousands of you are active abusers. How dare you sit back and point your finger and judge yourself as being a better person. You aren’t.

Home of the brave? No, a nation of whimps whose answer to everything is placing the blame elsewhere.

All that talk about blaming and finger pointing led me back a ways. I thought about Jan's religious intolerance. And I thought about her dishonesty and her belief that parents of murdered children are the ones who should be blamed rather than the person who commits the act.

"The common thread with all of these cases is that the parents were living less than, shall we say, good moral lifestyles....."

Sex offenders aren’t born sex offenders. They are created. They are a bi-product of society and the sooner we ALL start taking responsibility the better chance we all have of protecting our kids and having, NO MORE VICTIMS

I believe that these people, the Shirley Lowery’s and Jan Kruska’s and Tom Madison’s don’t know what responsibility is. Tom as CEO of SoClear believes it’s appropriate behavior for a representative of his organization in response to commentary about them to attack random uninvolved people by libeling them and accusing them of things which they did not do. He even goes so far as to demean the serious topic of child sexual abuse by calling Jan’s actions a game of "sticks ‘n stones”.

The mainstream perception that these people are indifferent and insensitive to the very real abuse that children have suffered is born out by their own actions and I believe there could hardly be a more blatant example of their remarkable unwillingness to take responsibility for their own actions. We have dubbed this ‘blame gaming’ but a more proper term would be sociopathic.

And yet, we aren't the only ones bickering with these guys. We aren't the only ones who think these people are wack jobs. Take the case of Erika











p3rl_script wrote to David Coffman, owner of SOSEN about her concerns regarding CEO Shirley Lowery.

"I have decided to withdraw my membership from SOSEN as a result of Shirley's destructive messages and psychotic leadership skills.

She is hurting people and she will drag you and others down with her if allowed to continue, she is severely unstable mentally and has no understanding just how damaging her behavior is when she is allowed to continue inciting nonsense with no consequences for her asinine actions



"

And to Shirley herself she says:

"Your one step away from having the FBI on your tail, with the type of content your allowing to be posted and the type of things you write about.

I cannot and will not be associated with the "Illegal" and "unlawful" type of activity your advocating for by encouraging and promoting it on your Yahoo Group SOSEN.

It is extremely stupid and you are placing any one in connection with you and SOSEN in danger of being arrested for whatever the government can get you for in regards to inciting people and encouraging illegal activity in violation of both state and federal laws.

The kind of behavior you are promoting and allowing to occur is EXTREMELY dangerous and self-defeating and I shall take NO part in it.

You have no idea (seemingly) of the harm and damage your doing to the very people you think you are helping! Your like a predator who preys on peoples fears causing them to react.

FOR THE RECORD I AM NO LONGER A MEMBER SOSEN YAHOO GROUPS! AND I DO NOT ENGAGE IN ILLEGAL ACTIVITY"



Erika promptly formed the Families in Social Crisis Legal Defense group.

But she also formed a yahoo group called jessicamarielunsfordfoundation







Using this name she wrote propaganda







and wild rants to newspaper articles

She told us about her past

And linked us to her MySpace















And her profession

And her hobbies

Her needs

The Results

Her associations

All of us here at AZ and in the entire Anti community each have our own reasons for being here. Some of us were sexually abused as children or know someone who was. Some of us came to this due to attacks by online pedophile terrorists. But the common thread that binds us is the obligation we feel.

When someone like a Margie Slagle Ohio Attorney and board member of SoClear mocks sexual child abuse via harassing emails, or when a Jan Kruska mocks a child sexual abuse survivor, some of us just shake our heads in disbelief as they watch her downward spiral. Others say "this will never do"

Meet Kamikaze Jan

HT Jacey